Monday, June 15, 2009
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I have to do something about it.
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Finally have time to blog. Was SO BUSY! On the computer playing games..
The title "I have to do something about it." has a meaning in it. I have to do something about my addictions towards Warcraft III - Frozen Throne and more games. I have to control a lil'. Holidays surely are boring and yet I'm spending ALL my time on the computer, like from morning to midnight, when there are holiday assignments and projects to finish up. Last 2 weeks and I'm going to start to rush. Last 2 weeks and I'm going to start EXERCISING! That's a good point. Like what my mom said, I have to do what I say, but I'm not. I'm saying I'm jogging YET I'm staying home.
So many days of not posting and I have to remember some particular events that were nice.
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I GOT IT! I remember one! The day that we went to Suntec City for PC Show. I was quite in a foul mood that day. Since I was really unhappy with what my eldest brother said and how selfish he is. We were eating lunch when we said we needa buy a new computer. Then my eldest brother said wait till Diablo 3 is out and then we buy. Then I did not really like Diablo 3 that much and disagrees to it. Guess what he said? "Also not you use." WOW, WOW, WOW! Not I use? Then what? Only he use? Then you go NS, I stare at the computer only la. "I use my money I get in NS to buy one lo". Okay la! No one's stopping you. You want to waste your money, feel free to. You like spending all your money and wasting your money just because you think that lil' money of yours from your NS would do the work, fine lol. I don't really care.
Sometimes I really wonder how come I have such brothers. Addicted to computers, selfish JUST because he thinks that he is the biggest in all we 3, and have the rights to think everything best are to him, while the extras are to us. That is how selfish and extreme an addiction to be able to go. I don't wish to get there, yes I'm extreme but not at the point that it's for my own good. His type of extreme is using any means to get what he wants: violence, vulgarities. He scolded me for being rude, having bad attitude and I simply just screamed 'NO' because he wanted to play the computer when I was playing a RPG that needs to be saved. "This kind of attitude, I punch you till you bleed then you know. This kind of fucked up attitude, I seriously can punch you." Wow, I wonder who's attitude is better, a person who scream because his brother was being selfish, or a son of a bitch who scolds vulgarities and saying threatening things to his OWN little brother? If he sees this, please think about it. You need some fucking soul-searching.
2 long paragraphs of venting my anger.. Sorry whoever's reading this. Was really unhappy with how my family members do things. I'm going to continue my story. After eating lunch, we went to the PC Show. Was not as crowded as the other time but still very squeezy. Then walked around, my dad only wanted to see the TVs. How weird of him, 3RD TIME, said "Buy TV ar!" After the 3rd time we came here. We went home with no big TVs inside our car boot. He walked towards the TV ONLY. While we wanted to see laptops, computers, other things. He don't really care about us at all. My mom wanted to buy a laptop fan, he don't care. I needed a new earpiece, he don't care. Bought a earpiece. Wanted the bluetooth single-eared one, but was in no use, so decided to take a wired, since mine abit spoilt. First there was 2: One is orange(eew I prefer the plain one..) which is more expensive, has remote control. Another one is with hooks(I WANTED) which is cheaper, plain. I don't know which to choose, then I ask my mom, my mom was like, "You choose la, is not I use also. If you tell me choose, I obviously would choose the cheaper one la. *laugh a bit*". I prefered the hook one, so I just said, the cheaper one. "That one more worth what, got remote control. Buy that one la." I was like 'You tell me choose and you choose for me. Whatthe****..' . "WHATEVER LA!" She tell me choose then she tell me which to choose. Obviously not happy la.. Not giving me freedom. We already partly Financial Assistance liao then still buy the more expensive when the one cheaper is more worth, that's what I thought. I don't even need remote control, somemore so small the remote. I rather hold my phone then putting it inside a bag or my pocket since it will kill my sperms and I sms a lot. Zzz la her.
Then another pissed off thing, finished, want go drink water. Simply just go buy soya bean uh, coke, bubbletea, coffee, okay already what.. They still want CHOOSE. Move around SO LONG. In the end, go into a hawker centre. I thought eat somemore. Go in, BUY COKE AND MILO. Dots.. This hawker centre, FAIL, no coke, got pepsi, no 100Plus, got sprite, got milo, NO ICE MILO. I wonder what they have ice cubes for -.- Then went to Carrefour to buy some things. Initially decided to eat steamboat. Bought prawns, wanted to buy some sliced fishes, or fishballs. FAIL, don't have AT ALL -.-
Went home, ate normal dinner, no more steamboat. ANOTHER FAIL.
Found out that there's a lot of old games that were extremely nice yet I stopped playing. Continued playing today and it was awesome!
I seem to talk lesser to her nowadays. No.1: We have totally nothing to talk abuot.. No.2: She cannot exceed her phone bills if not GG-fied.
There's nothing much to talk about now. So I'm going off to bed as there is band tomorrow at 8.30-12.30. Lookig forward to play Shrek Dance Party, Thunderer and WHEN YOU BELIEVE!!!! Maybe not even playing all of them since we have ran through all of them. Once again, enjoy your last minute of fun whoever the people having brithdays at today.
hope your head feels betterGoodnight
Goodbye
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