Monday, May 18, 2009
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For once, I caps-ed on her, in the sense that I was angry.. Ohmygod.. OHMYGOD.. I feel so guilty right now.. Hope you reply my sms and forgive me.. I seek for your forgiveness. I didn't mean to.. I was at a frustrated foul mood and I vented my anger on you.. I shouldn't have did that. I'm so sorry.. Damn it I think I'm going to cut myself.. I won't do that but.. It made me feel like doing so.. Hope she forgives me uh.. I don't really care whether she knows that I like her because if she does it's better in a way that it wouldn't be embarrassing if I confess to her someday.. I feel bad that I can't even post properly..
Let's look at the bright side.. I wish happy belated birthday to Hazzry. Hope you and who else lasts longggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg and longggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg. Hope all your wishes and dreams come true. I thank you for all the sarcastic comments, happy moments, sad moments, everything that you have did with me. Funny moments like after the NBC? You are the best of all my best friends because of all the funny things that both of us made together, and I go to the bus stop with you everytime after band since there's like band everyday? Hah.
Well without school and exams life's really boring. I can do like nothing. My brother and his gf are like hogging the computers and I can barely do anything. The only thing I can do is to use this crappy laptop and play Facebook everyday. This retarded laptop where I can't even do anything good in it. Luckily I have not downloaded my godly Photoshop CS4 set on this laptop.
I hope that my results would turn out well. I actually worry for my results once. I worked hard quite much in this Mid Year Examinations. And I hope to ask my mom to get me a better laptop or a PS3. That will be totally amazing if she would spend her money to buy these bullshit stuffs for a person at 14 age -.- Well that's wraps almost everything up. I actually have a story or something like philosophy(don't really know what it means) about life! So check it out when you're free like tomorrow or the day after tomorrow which is when school restart! Sorry for the delayed post. And I would be making up videos in Youtube about games. If you're interested in games, check me out too. Link would be posted in the link navigation.
Goodnights,
Goodbye.
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