Wednesday, April 1, 2009
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It's April Fool today. Sure has lots of laughters, but I miss Brandon, Sydney and Dan Feng. Worst was 10 people was absent today, inclusive some are for CCAs. It's been a week or more not sms-ing to her. I finally have an answer to my question for not sms-ing to you.. The reason is I am fully afraid that I might fall in love with you again.. I want to forget you.. You know, I'm actually afraid to let you look at this post, then you'll know what's the reason.. But whatever, I have no choice but to express my feelings on this post, since this is a blog.. I feel so guilty.. I'm so confused now... Should I? Should I not? Hey wait.. It's 5 more days till SYF, Mid-Year Examinations in a month, and I'm thinking of girls.. Argh! I must get over it sooner or later..
Schools are getting better. Mr. Chin took over us for Mathematics because Mr. Soo was absent. Sometimes I thought that Mr. Soo never gets absent. It was very miraculous that he was absent. But that was better. During Mr. Soo's lesson, I think no one would listen to him because of hatred of him? But I think Mr. Soo teaches well, but doing Pink File and revision? It is good for us but way too much. Mr. Chin was teaching very well and I learn A LOT more for Simultaneous Equations. With fear, everyone listened to Mr. Chin's lesson, our notebook filled with notes, I think this is the only time we have learnt the most things. We felt fantastic, even though we were late for recess.
Something is very bad though, Humanities is not doing well at all. I have no interest on it at all. History? Literature? Geography? Sometimes I think that these are bullshit.. But I have considered it important because it is part of our subjects. I have decided to work hard on studies, most in English, History, Literature, Geography, Chinese. Art will be okay, same to music. More studies, less time on computers. But I will spend like half an hour or so to blog about what have happened. Oh ya, Ms. Cheryl Ang or whatever came to our class yesterday and asked if anyone would want to go for the 'O' Level Music course. I would love to, but we have to have at least Grade 3 Piano, and fantastic playing in the piano. I purely suck in the piano so I decided not to. But Mrs. Wong suggested that I should check it out. Today I was so tired and shag so I did not went for the music thing. I asked Hazzry about it, he said it was okay and he might join it. But I thought he doesn't have piano grades.. Also, Jingyi told me yesterday in the MSN that it is very stressful. I thought about it. I can't even handle school works + CCA, so I should NOT go. I'm afraid everything will go chaotic in my life.
I don't have anything more to talk about.
I felt like confessing but I guess I need not confess, because after this post, I know that you will find out that iloveyou. And I know that youlovehim. I'm utterly sad and you can't leave my mind. I've been thinking about you the whole time during band. Tell me what should I do..
Half emo eh? I'm going off to do Humanities. Hope it goes well.
Goodbye.
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