Tuesday, April 7, 2009
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Hey people,
I am back with both hyper and emo mood. So, Singapore Youth Festival just over this morning. We were the first to appear and gave the first impression to the judges. We came early like 5am to school to get prepared, tune, and make us calmed, when we all know, we aren't. After a while of tuning and shits, we were off to the bus and move to Singapore Conference Hall. Sitting on the floor, laughing and keep hearing Folklore For Band and Overture No. 1 For Wind Band to remember the music while I play. Tuning room: All tensed up. The voice was good but sucky. Time for performance. We all SUPER DUPER tensed. Music was much more better than ever. It shows hope, but everyone looked as if we were all going to get screwed upside down. Cried, then all went in to watch other schools play. Yuying Secondary School which contain my game friend I knew in B.net of WC3 Frozen Throne, PLAYED FANTASTICALLY! Everyone effed up trying to know the results and so nervous. Results are finally out. Everyone's expressions had a drastic change from nervous and tensed to total disappointment. Bronze. But it was expected.
What happened? Everyone cried. Even Hazzry cried ><. I feel guilty for not crying, but I almost cried when my gentleman-ly power did not make me drop tears. Everyone was disappointed with the results but.. it is over and done with. We all knew most probably the answer. It's sad to hear that we "achieved" bronze. Upon going back school through bus, the bus was in total silence. Hardly any voice. 2 reasons: Disappointment. Tired.
It was obvious. Me too, fell asleep. I bet it was funny when I was falling asleep. In the atrium, a lot of them cried. Any types, boys, girls, men, women, alumnis. It's really really heartbreaking to see most of them so sad about the results. I think everyone feels that they are partly the reason why we got bronze. But c'mon, what's done is done. We could never change it. Whether we screwed or not, we still gave our best shot, gave what we have and even though we achieved bronze and it was really disappointing, another time, we did our best. I hope by this week I would see everyone smiling again. If not I will have to hug each of them, kiss them and say i love them. Muahahaha I'm gay.. National Band Competition are coming next year. Seniors are to say goodbye.. I will miss them, A LOT. Like seriously. I miss them a lot. Chrystal, Shi Hui, Shanon, Luscella, Syazana, Jing Heng, Nadia, Haikal, Lili, LiYue, Fiona, I hope no more. I missed a lot of them. Those that are quite close to me, and I talk to them quite a lot, it's sad to having them leave us at such a quick pace. Thinking about that, after National Band Competition, Jingyi and Viknesh will be leaving me.. No more seniors. LEFT ME. I'll be like Chrystal like that.. Worst is I'm a boy, and Flautists usually contain girls? I guess so, this sec.1 badge has 3 girls. T_T.
I'm off to go to sleep, there's a lot more to say, I guess I'll type it all out tomorrow. Tomorrow there will be 2 posts, one contain about daily life. Another one is about the girl that I always loved (: Sleeping early because it's really tiring.
Goodnight.
Goodbye.
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